Well not really. Though the feeling is the same, like a tail of the house lizard being cut off, dancing and swaying chaotically to nowhere, unsure, it still felt the same way of unsecurity. Duh. WTF!

Changes is good but doing it oftentimes just makes you stop and even out the chaos within you. It just feels so boring and unchallenging to leave behind the things yet unaccomplished and take another same road to insanity. Well, I think that is just the result of my insanity. The insanity to dwell into my curiosity without a sense of direction is just lame and unworthly. I should deduce the worth in everything I do so not to feel offline my mind. Optimism is the best word to relate. But I can not relate with it…

Even to this insanity… Heck!